Sometimes...

...Sometimes i wish you well. Sometimes i wish you pain. I think i always will have these double feelings. 
 
My life is amazing, alhamdulillah. But i don't know if i can ever truly forgive. 
 
I do hope that M recovers. He is a simple, naive, inexperienced, young man from a little town in Egypt. But he was always nice and wanted contact, even if he worried that i would couse trouble for his sister. Since i don't know how bad it is, Say hi to him from me...