It makes me sad...
You know what makes me sad?
That my worst thoughts about you are correct.
I need an apology to move on, i need to see you to let go of the past. At least i think that would help me.
But since you really are a very disturb person, that doesn't mean anything to go. If you had all these feelings for me, if you ever loved me like you said, i think you would feel like you'd want to reach out a hand a help.
And then i remember; it was all a lie. From your part, it was all a game, a fake Theatre. While i had the first really honest time of my life and never said i word i didn't mean...
So I'm sorry to realize that you really are as disturbed as my mind tells me sometimes. It's so sad. So sad.