April
...Yeah...
I didn't forget. To be honest I had to fight hard to keep busy that first day in April. I felt like burning a greenish dress. I don't use it anymore. I stayed at home even though I wanted to go to town. Didn't trust myself.
And now we had an attack in this country. I'm relieved that it wasn't in Gothenburg. Because it would be difficult not to contact you if that was so. Just to make sure you were ok.
Before you, I was damaged. After you I was destroyed, in pieces. I glued them back together and love put a layer of color on top, made me shine. Like an old porcelain cup that someone dropped on the floor and then fixed again But if you scrape the new color off and take a look on all the cracks, you will know how vulnerable that cup is. It will never be the same, even if it looks like it. It must be handled really carefully otherwise it will brake. It will never be the same.